hates?!

dear bloggy....
npe erk cy kna cmnie??
cy need a privacy laa...
die bru jer bf cy...not my hsbnd ag...
pe yg cy mksdkn nie....
doesn't mean die 2 xley peduli sal cy..
tp..jgn la over react sgt..
awk...cy syg awk la..
ne ad org len ag lam hati cy nie...
n i'm trying 2 erase evry guys in my heart da...
tp..jgn la g2...cy tau la...
its my fault im2 ngn org len...
siap pngl b bb ag...
n dats only a joke..
can u be more open syg??
xkan 2 pn xley...
plzz la..try 2 understand me...
n i try 2 xplore u..
xplore ur world....
not only me juz go inside urs...
how bout u???
npe kta g2 kat cy td??
xterlintas pn kt hati nie nk curg ngn awk..
pe yg pnah berlaku antra kta..cy pnah ckp yg cy..
xkn maafkan slg lum baik....
lau nk dikirakn...
dat the worst thing eva happen in my life....
but...since i luv u..
i can 4give u.....

lost my muchness???

hurmmm....
i'm back....wit my new blog....
now,i can strt blogging....
no need 2 get jealous wit my sis anymore coz now..
i already owned 1..hehe :)

dear luvly blog..
i hav 2 much..muchier muchness thing dat i wanna tell u...
i dont want 2 shre dis story 2 anyone...
coz i dont think anyone can solve dis 4 me...
n i tot sum1 will ......hurm...
i miss him...
a lot...
i dunno y...
even me...already taken by sum1...
he are every minute of my everyday..
n u know wat...
my every nite is full of his memories...
wat i mean here....evry nite....
i was dreaming about him...
i dunno y...
am i 2 obses wit him until i always dream about him...
or..."he" was thinking about me??
naah...i dont think so...
bcoz..he already said 2 me..dat he "hates" me..
y huh??